My favourite book....

This is my favourite book which is so-called "Feathers" written by Jacqueline Woodson, author of Newbery Honor.

Sypnoses :
"Hope is the thing with feathers" starts the poem Frannie is reading in school. Frannie hasn't thought much about hope. There are so many other things to think about. Each day, her friend Samantha seems a bit more "holy." There is a new boy in class everyone is calling the Jesus Boy. And although the new boy looks like a white kid, he says he's not white. Who is he?

During a winter full of surprises, good and bad, Frannie starts seeing a lot of things in a new light — her brother Sean's deafness, her mother's fear, the class bully's anger, her best friend's faith,
and her own desire for "the thing with feathers."

Jacqueline Woodson once again takes readers on a journey into a young girl's heart and reveals the pain and the joy of learning to look beneath the surface.


What I like the most about "Feathers" is the poem written by Emily Dickinson :
"Hope is the thing with feathers
that perches in the soul,
And sings the tune --- without the words,
And never stops at all."
Don't you think that the poem is so beautifully composed ?
arghh ~ there was chills down my spine every time I read the poem ~~~ such indescribable feeling ~~~~!

and the sign for "believe"
It was signed by Frannie's brother, Sean who was born deaf.
His pointer finger against the side of his head like he's saying "think", then his hands coming together --- like the sign for marry. And Frannie stood there thinking, for the 1st time about how PERFECT the word was --- to have a thought in your head and then to marry it, to take it into your heart forever ...

I would say that Sean is my favourite character in the story even though he is not the protagonist but LOVE him ~ love his sense of humour, love him even he is deaf and love the game which he used to play with his sister, Frannie. The game is about 1 person gave the word and the other person had to describe it, to make the person feel it someplace inside of themselves. To make the person hear it.

And lastly I love the story when it come to a part where Frannie asked her mom why didn't they just get the operation for her brother, Sean. Apart from the risk of the surgery, her mama told her that " there's nothing wrong about deaf. It's just another language. So now you're bilingual. That's a gift."

Omg... so touching ... It's like my heart squeezing up when I read through the sentence ~~~ love the way the author tell her story ~ !

Excellent novel ! Recommended !

Something which might not be useful but neither useless ~

To all the buddy who are still emo-ing ~!

This is for YOU !

Don't you think that the sunflower representing light of hopes and energy ?

For now ~ throw away the burden and enjoy your ride of life ~ !!!

Cheer Up !!! Anti pessimistism !!! Support Optimitism !!!

**ps: I prefer the 1st picture ~! xD

sometimes, maybe .....

Sometimes i wonder ...... "Have I grow up .... even for a little ? "
The answer for the question might be yes or probably no ..... or yes and no in the same time ~

Anyway recently I'm falling in love with a song named "The Show" by Lenka.
I love the song when it reach a part where it's written :
" I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I 'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down I know
I've got to let it go And just enjoy the show "

The song kind of resemble me ~~~ nah ..... xD

Different people have different impression of me ~
It might be ridiculous but it is DAMN TRUE ...
Some of them think that I'm a shy and quiet girl ( some of you definitely think that this is bullshxt) , some of them might think that I'm easily bully ( that is not true, I could be scary if I need to ) and most of them think I'm loquacious ..... and I don't really deny it ~ xD

But I wonder are these my real personalities ?
Are these make me who am I ? Nvm ~ I don't really care
because I'm contented with the way I am now ~~~
rather than complaining maybe ...
putting up a smile on my face will be the best way for all problems ~
it might not solved the problems but for me it will definitely soothe the problem even just a little bit .....

I love daydreaming ~
I love to think about future .
It might not turn out be the wonderful future that I often dream ...
But maybe some of my naive thoughts will come alive and do happened in my future ~
That's why I love life .... maybe I should not be saying this because I haven't go through any hardship in life but who cares, this is what I want to yell out all the time ~!

The end for my reflection of life ~

H1N1 Paranoid ~!

yEaH,come on ~ step on his balloon !


Ooo ~ vanessa (right) is challenging miss elvi ( left) with the biscuit game ~!



HOORAY to our classmate who won us half hour break from miss elvi~! xD




cupcakes selling by PM12


Crowded during charity carnival

Damn nice cupcakes made by our classmates ~! thanks to them ~!

yummy ~!

m3 and penny promoting our cupcakes "LELONG" !

12 August 2009

Today is the charity carnival which i've been looking forward ~! As for our class, PM12, we are selling cupcakes which is provided by Farah ~ thanks to her ~!

The carnival started at 9am and we get so excited as our freshly bake cupcakes are decorated wonderfully to be sold.

When everything was ready, everyone of us ran along the college and selling the cupcakes. The yelling and promoting was so much fun and all of us get hyper at that moment ~~! But the "hyper" moment did not last long as the crowd and heat is killing us, and I was sweating like non-stop and so, the selling-mode changes to resting-mode .

Some of us went back to our classroom as there was air-condition and it felt so great to enter a cool place after walking under the super-duper hot weather ~! We chat and made jokes until ...... a phone call cme .

Penny answered it and within a second, her face changed from joy to panic. Everyone beside her including was like "what's happening? what's happening". After she hung up the phone, she told us that one of our classmate was suspected for H1N1 .....OMG ................ we had never imagined that such incident would struck our class ..... there are 4 of them had been send to the hospital for medical check-up as they had stay over night together with the "suspected" for h1n1 classmate. Penny was the 5th who was called to the hospital for medical check-up.

All of us are anxious and biting nails while waiting for their phone-calls . But still the bake sale was still going on and our bussiness continue until most of the cupcakes were sold out .
Finally 5 of them came back, the good news was the suspected classmate was only having high fever and the bad news was we wont be having a week break for "self-quarantine" , kind of a complicated moment ..... but anyway ~ it's good to have everyone safe and sound !

The charity carnival ended, we had sowed the seeds and earn profits without getting "rugi" ~!xD And for the h1n1 paranoid incident, was kinda a funny yet scary experience . Advice for everyone, be happy when u fall sick because u get a week of holiday or not u will only worsened your condition ~ the point is u get holidays ~! xD so stay calm and be happy ~ crapx

Lost in the City ....

Omg .... I love sunday ~~~ I could sleep til 11am and no one would woke me up except for today as my cousin brother was around and we had made plan to pay a visit to IOI Mall ~! yeah ... shopping ~!!!
I woke up at 10.30am, finished the self-cleansing stuff then headed to the kitchen for my breakfast. I went out with him around 11.30am to IOI Mall. We walked around the mall to Popular then Speedy .... but too bad we didn't really buy anything ........... so we went home after an hour wondering in the mall.
On the way back home, i missed 1 junction accidentally and DAMN ............... i lost my way back to my aunt's house .... My cousin brother and I were like " Oh , shit ! What are we going to do ?"
Luckily I had my GPS with me so we followed the direction told by the GPS and drove along.
When the direction of the way back to home seemed kind of familiar, I was totally relieved where it reached a point that I had yelled, " GPS, I LOVE YOU ! " .
My cousin brother was like "wtf" and he just laughed along with me after that ~! xD
Woah ~ what an interesting day I had went through !

30th of June, my second day in Taylor

Hearing the knocking sound from the door, oh, i knew it , it was already 6am and my aunt was the one who woke me up. I, who normally wake up in the afternoon, still adapting to the living style here. I was suffering from nausea because of my low blood pressure in the early morning ................ Omg .... it was so torturing ......

It was my second day driving to college, my uncle was worried about me so he followed me with his own car until I reached there. After he left, I went into the Mc Donald and ordered myself a hot milo. I sat there, waiting patiently until the clock struck 8am. I went into the college, and headed to my classroom.

When I stepped into my classroom, I sensed that there was something not right there. There were 2 girls inside the classroom, and I could assured you that they were not my classmates though it was only my second day .... They stared at me for a second. They asked me whether I was a new student and that was the moment I found that I was in the wrong classroom. I excuse myself as soon as possible in embarrassment, then re-checked my timetable.

Fortunately I met some of my classmates just in front the student central and kindly, they showed me the way to the lecture theatre. I never once in my life been so grateful to God because I would be wondering around in the college , not knowing where should I went. THANK GOD and Amitabha ~

After those dreadful lecture about those counselling and psychological services (as if most of the students will suicide), I went out for lunch at Take a Break with the friends I met there. That was the precious time as I could rest and settled down my mind ........

The happy moment passed faster than I could imagined and we went back to college to have our lessons started . I had met most of my lecturers and 3 out of 5 are indians, but their english are really good so I wont need to worry about the Indian slang .

3pm reached and it was time to go home, hooray ~! I went to the bookstore opposite my campus to buy the textbook needed for my study. I bought about 5 books and DAMN , the books cost me about RM400 ++ ........ =.= No wonder most of my classmates bought their books from senior, the books will be cheaper ...

Another day passed by, it was really tiring ~~~~ I'm trying my hardest to fit in ~~~
But college life is indeed very interesting ~

The very 1st day ~

I had finally reach kl ~!
but everything seem so unfamiliar here .........
The ppl, buildings, surrounding and the worst, traffic.
The traffics here is killing me , everyone here seem to be in a hurry and being "impolite" to each other.

I was worn out after "dodging" cars, lorries and motorcycles during the drive to sunway pyramid. Anyhow I love the mall, it is great indeed ! *delirious with joy*

But still I get all riled up by the traffic after those happy moments ~~~ alamak .... I was on the brink of collapse because I need to fully utilised my senses so that I won't cause any accident. I get agitated whenever I need to get into another lane. I need an oasis of calm ~~

For now, the prospect of living in this city holds little appeal for me. Maybe sooner or later, when I get used to the living lifestyle here , I might fall in love with this city.

Anyway, I miss my hometown dreadfully. And DAMN , I not yet get my stuff out from the luggages and arrange them ..... this is so tiring ............................. arrgh